"A person is never as quiet or unrestrained as they seem. Or as good, as bad, as vulnerable, as strong, or as sweet. We are thickly layered, page by page, behind simple covers. And love - it is not the book itself, but the binding. It can either rip us apart or hold us together."
I've done more than I should have. No, it's not regret. It's disappointment that you choose to be this way out of your own will. And I will keep on trying. Till god knows when.